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I Bleed To Know You're Alive.

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Title : If you've got a blacklist, I wanna be on it.

Jakarta Photoshoot, 2008

You ever look a picture of yourself, and see a stranger in the background? It makes you wonder how many strangers have pictures of you. How many moments of other peoples life have we been in. Were we a part of someone's life when their dream came true or were we there when their dream died. Did we keep trying to get in? As if we were somehow destined to be there or did the shot take us by surprise. Just think, you could be a big part of someone elses life, and not even know it.

I blame myself for being silly. My phone was on silent mode and therefore anyone who tried to wake me up actually failed. Weirdly, Nana said I answered her call. So I've got no idea. But all I know, I rushed to school today. Weird. Cause I NEVER rushed to school ever. My nose was killing me through out the journey from Yishun-Bishan. And no, it's not Swine Flu (I hope). I missed Design lesson which is usually Counter-Strike period. Attended Ms Nair's lesson and dismissed. Zahrina came and it was project work all the way for a couple of hours. My brain will malfunction soon due to project and this is only the beginning. I will survive.

Headed back home around 5 plus. I was pretty much restless. So I figured I could do some running alone. I took my Daddy's iPod without his permission and transferred my kind of music into it and change out for running. Went around Yishun area. I wanted to head down to Sembawang but I was afraid because the thought of getting kidnapped freaks me out. Maybe one day, if I dare because I only run/cycle there with my Dad. So anyway, Slurpee on the way home to satisfy my craving.

Bathe. Now here I am blogging and watching television at the same time. Indo drama. They're all the same. They slap each other, make up stories. Make the bad look smart and the good look stupid. And I wonder why I continue watching them? I wonder.

Natasha Santamaria

Am Eurasian. Mom, Chinese. Dad, Eurasian. Love messy hair. Am a student of ITE College Central (Bishan Campus) - Event Management. Coke addict. I strongly believe that the world you desire can be won. It does exists. So does your true love. You just got to fight for it.

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